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romeo & juliet (2009)
04:39
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*you've got mail*
tell my heart it's just pretend
i've done it before and i can do it again
cause this has gone on like way too long
i wish you'd make a move boy, i wish you'd move on
we met online in like 2009
cause you bullied me at school
and i thought i'd say hi
but if i really make you feel butterflies
it shouldn't really matter if your friends think i'm a guy
but if you were right here
would you still say you hate me
cause every time you held my hand
if felt like you loved me
i wish i could remember what the last thing you said to me was
something about how you always dream about (me)
i wish you could pretend that i don't have a body
if i could go back in time i'd change myself i'm sorry
i wish i could pretend that i don't have a body
if i could go back in time i'd .... myself, i'm sorry
why can't we just play pretend
i'll see you in the afterlife
if we don't make it through the night
why can't we just play pretend
i'll see you in the afterlife
if i don't make it through the night
(x2)
(who's that staring at me from across the room?
i waited for you after class cause i didn't understand
how you mistook me for a girl, but i think you're really cool
i know i'm not your type, but do you wanna get some food?)
i guess it's supposed to get easier
when it's further away
but now it's 13 years later
still feels like yesterday
and i just wanna go back
knowing what i know now
you could be my romeo
and i your juliet
but it only gets harder
when it's further away
cause now it's 13 years later
still feels like yesterday
and i just wanna go back
knowing what i know now
you could be my romeo
and i your juliet
(who's that staring at me from across the room?
i waited for you after class cause i didn't understand
how you mistook me for a girl, but i think you're really cool
i know i'm not your type, but maybe we could try?)
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2. |
dial-up girl
02:42
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(late at night
you're the only thing that's ever on my mind
you and me
we should get together sometime maybe)
don't stop
i will tell you when i've had enough
i don't think
there are no more thoughts inside my brain
(whoa wait
um what?)
tell me what you mean
by "a girl like me"
i forgot your name
you mean nothing to me
but tell me how you feel about me
you don't know a thing about me
you can't date me cause i'm trans?
but bet you wish i sucked your dick
you're a 5, like i'm a 10
get the fuck up out my shit
all your words are meaningless
waist my time? like yeah you wish
don't even blink an eye
when you ghost me it's alright
got a million other guys
trying to get between my thighs
but it's always do or die
tell you hit it for one night
then you never have the time
like i'm not even alive
cause i'm just a ghost
you can walk right thru me
nothing gets to me
a girl like...
tell me what you mean
by "a girl like me"
i forgot your name
you mean nothing to me
but tell me how you feel about me
you don't know a thing about me
you can't date me cause i'm trans?
but bet you wish i sucked your dick
you're a 5, like i'm a 10
get the fuck up out my shit
all your words are meaningless
waist my time? like yeah you wish
don't even blink an eye
when you ghost me it's alright
got a million other guys
trying to get between my thighs
but it's always do or die
tell you hit it for one night
then you never have the time
like i'm not even alive
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3. |
sacrifice
04:03
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(say it aint so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home)
hello my friend we meet again
been awhile, well where shall we begin?
feels like forever
within my heart, a memory
a perfect love that you gave to me
oh i remember
when you are with me i'm free
i'm careless
i believe
above all the others we'll fly
this brings tears to my eyes
my sacrifice
we've seen our shares of ups and downs
how quickly life can turn around
in an instant
it feels so good to reunite
in yourself and within your mind
let's find peace there
when you are with me i'm free
i'm careless
i believe
above all the others we'll fly
this brings tears to my eyes
...
all the small things
true care truth brings
i'll take one lift
your ride best trip
always you'll know
i'll be at your show
watching, waiting,
commiserating
say it ain't so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
(x2)
late night, come home
work sucks, i know
i left you dinner on the stove
i'll text you when i'm coming home
keep your
lips still
i'll be
what you need
cause when i'm with you i'm free
i'm careless
i believe
so say it ain't so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
(x2)
i just want to say hello again
say it ain't so
i will not go
turn the lights off
carry me home
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4. |
heart rot
02:49
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thanks for fucking with my head
come again soon
but stick around and baby
i could fall in love with you
nothing matters as long as we're on the same page
as long as there's a way out
could never be alone
can never be alone
(x2)
rain rain go away
come again another day
(x4)
* disc rot *
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5. |
back2back
03:04
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back to back, you do nothing but attack
tell me why it's mom and dad
when i gave it all i had
and still you couldn't see
how you make me want me dead
cause it's
back to back, you could never love me back
made it easier to see
all the ways in which i had
nothing left but me
and i'm way too sad to fight...
back to back, you do nothing but attack
tell me why it's mom and dad
when i gave it all i had
and still you can't see
how you make me want me dead
cause it's
back to back, you could never love me back
made it easier to see
all the ways in which i had
nothing left but me
and i'm way too sad to fight back
way too sad to fight back
i know it's not worth it to be mad
hurt me back to back
i'll be your punching bag
i'm the family waist of time
(can't stop crying, call my mom
wish i could come home
says it's all my fault
tell her *******
she blames it on my meds
i hang up and go back to crying)
i'm way too sad to fight back
i know it's not worth it to be mad
hurt me back to back
i'll be your punching bag
i'm the family waist of time
(x3)
(i feel so haunted)
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6. |
404
01:44
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i'm doing just fine
i sleep all thru the night
and i wake up every time
i wake up every time
i'm getting online
and chatting with some friends
but there's static in my head
this connection is dead
(error)
localhost is down
and all my friends are dead
i could just go on
but there's static in my head
there's static in my head
there's static in my head
there's static in my head
and i wake up every time
i'm doing just fine
i sleep all thru the night
and i wake up every time
i wake up every (fucking) time
i'm getting online
and chatting with some friends
but there's static in my head
this connection is dead
(error)
localhost is down
and all my friends are dead
i could just go on
but there's static in my head
there's static in my head
there's static in my head
there's static in my head
and i wake up every time
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7. |
blood moon
05:04
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β« amazing grace
how sweet the sound
that saved a wretch like me
i once was lost but now i'm found β«
oh goddess in the dark
will you tell me how to feel
when i've lost myself again
and all i see are scars
cause i hurt myself a lot
but i didn't mean it all
will you wash me of my sins
in the bloody moonlight
cover me in cloth
and help me find a way
to never see myself
so that i may be forgot
just quietly alive
when you touch my cold skin
and you wet my cracked lips
as you breathe life into me again
fuck these emotions
when i'm trying to fall asleep
and i'm praying to the blood moon
and bleeding like i do
all these desires
and i'm trying to find the time
to sacrifice the thoughts in my head
that don't want me alive
i thought i saw you
standing in a mirror behind me
but turns out you were just a ghost
in my (head)
(x2)
i wish that i could find a way
to live without you
i really thought
that i'd be better (than this) by now
ice / cold floor / numb
warm bath / i feel the sting
a blood moon
(get me out of here
get me out of here
get me out of here)
when i heard your voice
pierce through the hurt
i found my way
back down
right here
where i feel so alone
on trial for my sins
you demand a pound of flesh from my bones
fuck these emotions
when i'm trying to fall asleep
and i'm praying to the blood moon
and pleading like i do
all these desires
and i'm trying to find the time
to sacrifice the thoughts in my head
that don't want me alive
i thought i saw you
standing in a mirror behind me
but turns out you were just a ghost
in my (head)
i wish that i could find a way
to live without you
i really thought
that i'd be better by now
a blood moon
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8. |
crysong
11:10
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9. |
megabyte
01:47
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maybe you were right
maybe i'm too hard on myself
maybe it was my fault
that i couldn't get out of bed
i've been unemployed for
more months than i can keep count
but everyday
you get up and love me the same
can't even remember
the last time i woke up okay
another day
another way to put myself down
but every time i fall
you pick me right back up
i can't imagine
spending a day without you
everyday would feel the same without you
(x6)
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