you know that i need sleep at night
i want to believe that there isn't nobody but you and me
and all the time i'm sitting here and thinking about your life
and you are me in a dream
you are me in a dream
you are me in a dream
i was a girl in a dream
i was a girl in a dream
i was a girl in some kinda fucked up fantasy
and you were me in some kinda fucked up fantasy
and i was a girl in some dream
you were a boy in some kinda fucked up dream i had

oh yeah, so we meet again in the frigid air
on a wave of my brown hair
old trivialities and cold frivolity
i am the worst
volatile, susceptible, and not very capable
all of them working towards destroying
the illusion of me as a kid in a room where i feel at home
imagine that

you were once the only one
you'd come and go before the show
you said you'd won
the night is sometimes scary
the night is sometimes scary

went outside and saw the weather was fair
but what happened there today wasn't really that fair

went outside and saw the weather was nice
and i'm thinking that maybe i'm too fucking nice
i don't care

experimental music,
experimental love,
the music you love
the _____ you love

i miss you
when i am with you
it's something about
how i cannot
touch you
are we apart
oh show me
show me on the inside
that you believe that we don't belong together

i'm dying oh
help me
i can help myself
help me
i can help myself if i love myself but i don't

i guess i wanted to know that you would be there
but you weren't there

i wanted to know that you would be there
but you weren't there

this is not a test of faith
this is not a test of faith
this is not a test of faith
this is not a test of face

this is not a one horse race
this is not a one horse race
this is not a one horse race
this is not a one horse race